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 ... Was That A Geiger Just Now?
18.05.2010 19:47 | Raven

I'm sitting here, in my bed, by the window, with my precious and oh-so-slow laptop (partly 'cause I don't have enough space for it on my desk), watching the thunderstorm...

It's a really mesmeraizing sight,  I think.

"A lightning stikes and thunder clashes...

... The rain's puring down heavily outside my window, falling from the plain grey sky and washing over the asphalt and many shades of fresh green. I can feel my heart flutter in joy every time the rain hits the road, every time I can hear it crash to the rocks in our garden. This, this is the absolute heaven for me...

... I wish the rain'd never stop, so that I could always keep smiling like this, never having to think of the life that's draining the last drops of my energy, taking the happiness and laughter that used to echo in my mind, making it dull and pathetic and just like all the others. I want to stay in this little world of mine forever..."

*Chuckle* That really slunded like a clip from a book of some sort, but I couldn't help myself from trying to write it down. It could never osunde as good as it did in my head, but at least one can always give it a try. The rain always inspires me to write something (I started working on some of my... more private text, so to say), there's something so very nostalagic in it...

I have to say I'm also feeling a little sad at the moment, seeing as it has been only two days since Dem had to go home. That always makes me feel a little down and it takes a little time to get back to the normal, boring everyday life rythm. Lucky for me, at least the weather seems to be wanting to make me cheer up...

Thought, I doupt most of the people'd say that. I never understand whenever people say that rain's uncomfortable and that they'd always prefer a full sunshine over it... The rain's just as important. It makes everything grow and the air's always so fresh after that, it feels amaizing to take a deep inhale outside afterwards.

I don't know a very good way to descripe the feeling I get then, but I think you could say I'm happy (thought, that's a big understatement). I get this really bubbly feeling, like somone'd have poured a cage full of butterflies to my stomack. *sighn*

Okay, so now this starts to get really confusing. To put it bluntly: sunshine makes me depressed, whilst the rain makes me cheer up again.

*murmur* To posses the affinity for water... Anyways, I think I'll stop now, before I'll start writing a novel here (would prefer to put it somewhere else) so, see you later! *off to make a run trhought the backyard when the rain still lasts* <3

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